My last post was regarding my decision to explant,and i just wanted to update on the situation. Finances right now wont allow me to explant and take another month off. So me and hubby went to a local specialty swimsuit shop the day after i posted that(Thanks BooBitties). And real talk, i found a top (after trying on over 15) that i can wear to work that alleviates almost all of the pain except for my nipple and the occasional zinger. And they actually look halfway decent. After a few days of wearing it, im almost back to good. I picked my boys up today without being in pain. Just typing it out makes me want to cry tears of joy... i just have to stay in hardcore pushups to stay comfy. Lightbulb!
anyways. As most of you know, I'm an exotic dancer. One of my good customers ive known for a long while tells me the other day (he knows the situation) "if you want to get them fixed, ill pay for it, i know you wanted them out because you were hurting, but if its just the appearance bothering you now, maybe this can be fixed"... So I reached out to Revis to see what he thinks needs to be done. Apparently i definitely should've had a donut lift, no questiond asked, to center my nips. I pretty much came out of surgery bottomed out and LD due to my PS centering my implants behind my completely out of whack nipples. Internal bra, and wider implants to close my gap. (Yet PS suggested going down 200 or more CCs.)Anyways, a quote was involved and i told my customer all of this.... long story short, guess whos getting Revis-ed in September!!! This chick!!! When he told me to give him the number to make the payment, i literally broke down bawling. The pain going away and getting set up to see Revis in the same week? Awesomeness!! The only downfall is i am going to be stuck in underwires 24/7 until then or i start getting uncomfortable again. I thought long and hard about it. Talked all night every night with hubby, and came to the conclusion "why let one surgeon ruin this for me? He messed up and doesn't want to own it, screw him" i wanted a BA ever since i had my first son, and he made me bitter about implants over the course of 3 months. He made me think i was doomed and i did this to myself. No Dr, YOU did this to me. Quit blaming me for your error.
So im taking my butt down to Florida, and getting Revis-ed! And if for whatever reason i have issues afterwards, they'll come out. Im totally accepting of being without implants. As i said before, i don't need them to be happy. But if i can have them AND be happy, why not? Getting surgery with Revis is something i cannot pass up. Over the moon about this. Plus, surgery will be right around the time of my birthday, and what an awesome bday present Revis boobs will be. I know i can be sure said customer isnt going to be expecting anything in return, because this isnt the first time hes done something amazing for me. He's just a really awesome and giving guy, with more money than he knows what to do with. And i am so super thankful i have this opportunity. It feels surreal still.
anyways. As most of you know, I'm an exotic dancer. One of my good customers ive known for a long while tells me the other day (he knows the situation) "if you want to get them fixed, ill pay for it, i know you wanted them out because you were hurting, but if its just the appearance bothering you now, maybe this can be fixed"... So I reached out to Revis to see what he thinks needs to be done. Apparently i definitely should've had a donut lift, no questiond asked, to center my nips. I pretty much came out of surgery bottomed out and LD due to my PS centering my implants behind my completely out of whack nipples. Internal bra, and wider implants to close my gap. (Yet PS suggested going down 200 or more CCs.)Anyways, a quote was involved and i told my customer all of this.... long story short, guess whos getting Revis-ed in September!!! This chick!!! When he told me to give him the number to make the payment, i literally broke down bawling. The pain going away and getting set up to see Revis in the same week? Awesomeness!! The only downfall is i am going to be stuck in underwires 24/7 until then or i start getting uncomfortable again. I thought long and hard about it. Talked all night every night with hubby, and came to the conclusion "why let one surgeon ruin this for me? He messed up and doesn't want to own it, screw him" i wanted a BA ever since i had my first son, and he made me bitter about implants over the course of 3 months. He made me think i was doomed and i did this to myself. No Dr, YOU did this to me. Quit blaming me for your error.
So im taking my butt down to Florida, and getting Revis-ed! And if for whatever reason i have issues afterwards, they'll come out. Im totally accepting of being without implants. As i said before, i don't need them to be happy. But if i can have them AND be happy, why not? Getting surgery with Revis is something i cannot pass up. Over the moon about this. Plus, surgery will be right around the time of my birthday, and what an awesome bday present Revis boobs will be. I know i can be sure said customer isnt going to be expecting anything in return, because this isnt the first time hes done something amazing for me. He's just a really awesome and giving guy, with more money than he knows what to do with. And i am so super thankful i have this opportunity. It feels surreal still.
